Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Today was not a good day for me. In fact, it, totally, sucked. I woke up to my girls fighting, and the day went downhill from there. I'm still not 100% from my night of partying over the weekend - I'm tired, and just off. To be honest, I was a little bummed that no one at the party noticed that I had lost 30 pounds. I hate to be needy like that, but I hadn't seen most of those people since losing the weight, and I was hoping someone would notice. I know, since I'm so big, it will probably take losing like 50 pounds before people will notice any weight loss. Anyway, I let my emotions get the best of me today, and I ate like crap!! I had a cheeseburger and fries from McDonalds. I had a soft serve chocolate ice cream cone from Dairy Queen. I had a hot mocha drink from Caribou. I shared an appetizer, stuffed flounder, mashed potatoes, and cheddar biscuits at Red Lobster w/ my husband. Yup, I went on a total binge. I feel like crap - emotionally, mentally, and physically, but I won't be eating like this again. I won't continue on this path - I promise. Right now, I'm heading out to try a 5K run/walk. I'm sure it's not going to go all that great with all this awful food I have in my body, but I'm going to give it a try anyway.
Posted by Shannon