Wednesday, November 30, 2011

**Days 332, 333, & 334**

Weight today - 229.5

So, it's not good.  I've done alot of damage.  And my first instinct is to say ~ Screw it!  I'll just do whatever this month, and start again in January!   But I'm not going to do that because I have no doubt that I if I eat like shit, and don't exercise, for the whole month of December I will gain the 19 pounds I have lost, and then I'll be starting from square one come Jan. 1st.  I've been gaining since July, and I need to stop!!

It's so hard to understand why I can't lose this weight when it's something I want so badly.  It, truly, boggles my mind, but I'm so tired of talking about it.  I'm tired of blogging about my failures, and I'm sure you're all tired of hearing about it!  I did so well the first six months of this year - I was so in the zone!  Then, for some reason, I just lost my motivation, and I went back to my usual cycle of doing great for three days, and then, totally, sucking for four days, and around and around I went - it's so frustrating!  But I know I can lose weight - I did it for 6 months, and I just need to get back there.

So, I have a huge weight loss goal for December.  I'm crazy to even attempt it because, really, who the hell tries to lose a bunch of weight in December??  But I need the challenge!!  I need a plan!!  I need to go into the new year with a loss!!  My goal is to have December be the month with my biggest loss.  Right now, January is the winner - I lost 11.5 pounds in January.  So, my goal for December is to lose 12 pounds.  I can do this!  Yes, I've gained and gained for the last few months, but I can make this goal happen if I want it enough.  Do I?  I do!  I know, you're all, probably, thinking that this is not going to happen, but come on - double dog dare me to do it!!  No, triple dog dare me!!

I'm heading down to my treadmill!
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6 comments:

  1. YolandaNovember 30, 2011 at 2:55 PM

    WOOHOO! Thats a great attitude and kick Dec's A$$! I know you can do it and just try different things you havent did before to "spice up" your workout routines to keep you interested. If you did zumba in the past try a hip hop workout video or maybe add jumping jacks. FYI Jumping jacks suck but it really works you out. Anyways just some ideas..but I'm not going to wish you luck because I KNOW YOU WILL DO GREAT!

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  2. ShannonNovember 30, 2011 at 3:03 PM

    Thanks, Yolanda!! Your comment made me smile!

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  3. TimNovember 30, 2011 at 5:47 PM

    I believe you can do it!! I'm also trying hard to be good this December. I just hope losing weight gives me a better feeling than stuffing my face at Christmas! LOL

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  4. DebsdailylifeNovember 30, 2011 at 9:27 PM

    Totallly know how you feel!! Its like my 'want to' has grown legs and walked off!!! BUT!! We will not regain the weight!! We will continue to lose!! WE will find a way to do it!!!

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  5. ShannonNovember 30, 2011 at 9:42 PM

    Thanks, Tim! Hey, could you wrap me up some of the great motivation you have, and send it to me??! :)

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  6. ShannonNovember 30, 2011 at 9:43 PM

    Thanks, Deb! Yes, we can do it - we have to keep fighting! You are doing good - keep it up!

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